I am young. I know.

I am young. I know. I have a lot to learn.

 

18 is the golden age, some may say. Yet for past three days, I have felt a sense of discomfort. A feeling that you get when you can’t erase the past because you are unsure of the future. A sense of no direction and a life full of comparison and emptiness. I try fervently to pick myself up and I even call out to God and to others.

 

I am young. I know. I have a lot to learn.

 

So many people know where they see themselves in 10 years, are the psychic I wonder? Or do they tell themselves they are until they believe it. So many classes to take to reach that point where there is no return. Where you can officially call yourself “accomplished”.

That is just not the case.

I am young. I know. I have a lot to learn.

I have realized again that life is a game. We just think we need to fight. With each other and with ourselves. This is why we must meditate under easy living and create romance with our surroundings.  A war is our way of creating purpose. The purpose- why there is no definite answer- is to dance in every situation.

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